No posts for the last 5 years...ok yes it was a man how stole 5 years from my life...5 years i will never get back!
I feel dead now...no emotion..no feeling..no love left. Your sliver tongue just dripped with promises and lies and i fell for them every time. I realise now that you..John Edward Lawrence are just a user. You use people but you never ever give anything back but false hope...keep them in the back burner incase you don't get anything better. Only 2 months ago you sat across my table and said yes you are getting some sex but it was only mindless sex...when infact you are in another relationship...but you still gave me that bit if hope that you were just sorting your life out and would come back to me. ..why not be honest..the lies hurt so much more than the truth.
So John Lawrence I delete you from my feelings , from my prayers, from my heart, I will no longer care about you and your fate, whether you are happy or not, whether you are well or not...you no longer exist to me even as a friend because friends don't lie to each other. I was worrying about you and your mental health and all the time you were in another relationship. I hope you and Angela are very happy but I doubt it will have a happy ending.. I doubt she is as stupid as me and will put up with your lies for as long as i have. Sad to say I still love you...but could never trust you and i hate what you have done to me over the last five years how you have screwed with my mind till i have no mind.
Good luck to you ...and most of all good luck to all the women you mindlessly destroy ! Because there will be more!
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